Through the darkened corners of my life, she illuminates my soul...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

LOVE (alone again)


Love.

Is just a painful cycle.
My wounds...
Internal Pyru blood leaking from my heart vessels just like a hydrant.
Could I be dying?..
Renditions of a broken heart possibly a new start
but my batteries dead I need a jump start

-CLEAR!-

To fuse my heart with a loves unconditional plot
Every time she hits the room I hear an Angels harp
She's got me locked like Fort Knox, so I play the part
Confront my greatest fears and shes quick to remark
Smart...
scientifically, physically instrumentally perfect
psychologically worth it.
I'll take my chances...
Notoriously known to fuck up shit
An adolescent misguided to let love take me by the hand and fuel my fire
Future plans, dressed in a Tux attire
wedding bands - my first man written in blood
but...
I guess this pain is called love, I'm all alone again I've suffered enough
Its one love.


Love.

Is just a painful cycle, a ruse; I've got issues that keeps me occupied with the Blues.
Isotope clues... Milano cruise above the oceans
A horizon of caramel hues, is her complexion.
open...
wishing...
hoping that we could establish connection through conversation
mind boggling karma and intuition
Telling me that shes ready and willing
I gotta slow the pace down and mix my charm like a chemist.
An innocent bystander, witnesses in my business
Well... This is how we live
To get it in bricks, but on some dolo shit...
I ain't with it.
My mortality revealed through mental calisthenics
read this poetry indented through fragmented sentences
To let Love bail me out of prison...
Notoriously known to fuck up shit
yeah... Love got me whipped Sherlock no shit
happy-go-lucky I be like "fuck it"
As free as a dove
I guess this pain is called love, I'm all alone again I've suffered enough
Its one love.


Love.

Is just a painful cycle.
My heart pace slows...
Ticking to the rhythm of a galactic metronome, maestro.
It blossoms into a golden pedaled rose; so beautiful.
Yet its destruction dramatic
thorns causing inevitable, irreparable damage

Why did 'love' have to happen?...

A love at first sight is like magic; classic but yet tragic
To pass it along to the next nigga that stacks bricks
but I'm the master of my destiny I passed the test get a grip
I drive hard in the whip just how I live...
In the fast lane steady grip on the wheel
Thug anomaly, adrenaline junkie to keep my interests

If love and speed kills...
then whats the difference?

Cant trust a lady cause their heart is colder than the winter
I'm going crazy trying not to relate it to past conditions
I wanna spoil her but cant decipher her intentions
Not to mention her male friends
it got me thinking...
Red-bone walkin' around in pink thongs its on!
but its not me she bones its the next love Jones
I'm bathed in white robes to get away from it all
I guess this pain is called love, I'm all alone again I've suffered enough
Its one love.